kill me tonight

eh lo, cowo brengsek sialan nyebelin! sumpah kerjaannya cuma nyusahin. mau lo apa si? sakiiiit tau? topeng lo simpen aja deh munafik! gua muaaaaaaaaaaakkkkkkkkkk! najis! depan orang-orang aja lo belaga senyam senyum kaya ayam sakit tau gak! giliran gua sapa di msn, gua sms gak ada kabar lo. ngakunya kk kkan gua, tapi kaga ada care2nya sama sekali. sumpah gua sebel sama lo! lo bikin gua punya bad sense tentang cowok tau! dikit kek lo perhatian, dikit kek lo care gitu. sakiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiittttttttttttt tau! huuuuh*sabar titha sabarrrr!*
emang si gua tau lo udah punya pacar lo itu yang sweet banget. beda lah sama gua yang gak keruan gini. gua tau ko cewek lo pinter, baik, manis. gak kaya guaaaaaaaaaa.. yang bertolak belakanggg sama cewek lo. ya inget2 ke sama gua biar kata dikit. sebel lah gua sama lo. bener deh! aduh doain aja deh gua sabar sabar!

famous last word

hahaha.. judulnya kaya lagunya mcr. hehehe..
ew, it has been 3 years since I started to enter my school
and I know I'm not a good classmate, student, and senior or junior. hehe..
but at least I'm trying int this 3 years to be the best. :)
and I'm trying to say sorry to all of you.
and I wishing you all for the best.
I hope you to pray for me, so I can face the final exam, and also I can get to sman 6. :)
pray for it please.

untill I found you

Hmm..
Ya well, sedih si waktu dia pergi
sakit, stress, nyaris depresi. haha..
I'm feel the emptiness everytime, everyday I've passed.
even he would be very happy, I just DK what I should do.
Love hurts a lot. I've done so much things *I think* but I now I lost tons of things, I have before.
lot's of thing I wanna tell him, but now I lost my "everything" and I can't do anything.
just wait for another love and another hurts..

Hmm..
I just need my love here and now. But he already live happily ever after with his lovely girl. really felt like a rubbish, damn! I hate my self to the max! LOSER FREAK!

Hmm.. keep
Day by day has passed. but I still cry for that stupid reason, I call it 'love'. I can feel that I'm dying now. without love ican't do 'nything. How to survive? I forget all things I need. than I'm trying to wrote down things I hate so much, and when I foundout what I already wrote down, all things is about LOVE LOVE AND LOVE! tons of friends can't help me to survive.

Hmm..
finally I found -you- who tried so hard to keep me survive from this problem. Even I already pessimist with this new story, but I finally found out that -you- are the best part of my life. :)

sorry ya kalo banyak salah, hahahaha..

-lovemyboysomuch!-