untill I found you

Hmm..
Ya well, sedih si waktu dia pergi
sakit, stress, nyaris depresi. haha..
I'm feel the emptiness everytime, everyday I've passed.
even he would be very happy, I just DK what I should do.
Love hurts a lot. I've done so much things *I think* but I now I lost tons of things, I have before.
lot's of thing I wanna tell him, but now I lost my "everything" and I can't do anything.
just wait for another love and another hurts..

Hmm..
I just need my love here and now. But he already live happily ever after with his lovely girl. really felt like a rubbish, damn! I hate my self to the max! LOSER FREAK!

Hmm.. keep
Day by day has passed. but I still cry for that stupid reason, I call it 'love'. I can feel that I'm dying now. without love ican't do 'nything. How to survive? I forget all things I need. than I'm trying to wrote down things I hate so much, and when I foundout what I already wrote down, all things is about LOVE LOVE AND LOVE! tons of friends can't help me to survive.

Hmm..
finally I found -you- who tried so hard to keep me survive from this problem. Even I already pessimist with this new story, but I finally found out that -you- are the best part of my life. :)

sorry ya kalo banyak salah, hahahaha..

-lovemyboysomuch!-